009 // The Empty Box

I knew that I was going to have to decline the offer, but I didn't expect there not to be an offer. I never expected the box to be empty. And this seems to be more upsetting. And I'm not sure why the box was empty. Maybe because the powers at be have finally found out about my intentions to leave. And so why waste the paper? But maybe it was an offer I couldn't refuse, though I doubt it. But still. Where was my envelope? That just made it sink in. I was done at this job, as much as I don't want to accept it. No offer. No contract. No job. My time at my job was pretty much over. I can't believe it will all be over in about 6 weeks. Bittersweet.